Friday, April 08, 2005 rose, metal id & the swiss army knife.
you know what i wish right now? i wish i was back in the past. i wish we were now sitting in your room after one long day of school for me & work for you. we'd be eating, sharing a tub of haägen dazs macademia nut brittle. our favourite flavour. you'd be eating scoop after scoop, enjoying yourself with that silly grin on your face while telling me all about your day. id be listening, asking questions and talking about how my day went while you feed me some ice cream too. and slowly, we'd finish the whole tub. by ourselves. yummylicious! & thn you'd lean over and give me a kiss. id still be able to taste the sweetness of the ice cream on your lips. & thn we would just sit on your bed in silence, you hugging me. taking in the moment. feeling the love ((:
so perfect.
& so over. okies mich stopped dreaming.
anw ripped this from san's blog. i think its sweet. super touching. please read it? :)
-praying
if one sunny, perfect day she comes up to you with a griefing news, that she has leukemia, what will you do?
will you ask, "how long more do you have?"
or "did the doctor make a mistake?"
or "are you kidding me?" hoping that it is a practical joke.
will you say, "i will stand by you no matter what happens because my feelings for you would never change."
or "let's go for another doctor."
or "i will face it with you."
would there be the slightest probability that you would be like those male leading actors in many korean dramas, who says, "let's get married" ?
and if she really goes before you, what are your last words for her?
will you be strong enough to continue living and find your other happiness?
will you? please do not be worried. even if it is meant to happen, you dont need to find questions to ask nor do you need to reassure her that she's your only one.
because when it happens, she would have been long gone from your life. long enough that you would be upset but long enough for you to take it.
because you wouldnt be informed.
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